ClaireYagami

Guess who didn't follow their set personal deadline. 

ME

wooooo I feel like crap. Been feeling like crap. Now I haven't drawn anything because I've been worrying over my financial situation. =____=

Now when I even have time to sketch, i'm just throwing shit on paper and I hate it.

Going to try a bit harder when I feel better. 

Sorry. ;______;

Damn I haven't updated in a while....wow. I'm sorry I've been gone so long again, after I just said i'd update. But life happened. lost and lots of life. 

I really have to start updating because I've been painting and crap on the side and haven't been posting it. Welp, I'm going to have to soon start because a whole bunch of crap has happened to me irl.  I'm insanely short on funds and the only way I know how to earn, other then working (like I already am), is Arts and crafts. It's the only thing i'm really good at. 

So I was going to do some paintings, maybe make a few limited edition prints to send off, Get some reasonably priced canvas painting going,  sew/crochet a few items and start a commissions and request entry in about a week or so (three weeks tops because I can't start any later then that and I want time to work on everything in case anyone commissions or wants anything I've premade) once I get everything set up. 

I feel horrible since I'd rather work for points, and trades and stuff but for now its not possible. Financially I just can't. Its a giant debt and whatever I earn is going towards it to lesson the burden. If I have to craft and paint until my hands fall off I'll do it. I know it sounds weird and last minute but its all I could come up with and the only way I know I can earn even a little bit. I want to work hard and earn what I can. And I already feel shitty that I had to spring this out of nowhere. But no matter what I will do what I can. 

sorry for the giant rant entry. T______T

Thanks for reading. I hope to talk with you all soon.

Ahhhhhh! How has everyone been? IT'S BEEN SO LONG. OMG I'VE MISSED YOU ALL. 

Omg I haven't updated this thing in a looooooong time. Here comes the update rants. Sorry for all the random low quality uploads. Mostly that was due to me just updating from my phone. Or scanning it and just uploading from my phone internet. Also work has kept me busy so I haven't had the chance to draw. Annnnnnnd I still don't have a stable internet connection so it makes it a bit hard.

But I've been practicing. I'm painting a bit more. (Tho I haven't uploaded it. =_____=U). Just practicing. Not full pictures. Buuuuut. Work has slowed down for the winter so I'll get the chance to start painting more. I'll try to do my old digital art. But since I'm on a small computer drawing.....It's alot easier for me to just edit a painted piece then for me to draw on the tiny screen.....So you'll all be seeing tradition art more.

Also I was thinking of maybe starting a webcomic so you might see some character sketches and concept art being updated (if you see it over the next few months, please comment and give me some criticism...I need it. It's hard for me to stay on track since I'm a constant daydreamer......I can't make up my mind but i can come up with lots of ideas.)

But other then the little things, I'm doing okay. Trying to hold it together and deal with the daily mess called life. :3

See you guys later.

MY GOD
I haven't updated much. Alot as happened to me since the last journal entry. For one..I've moved and now I don't have internet all the time...So It makes it hell to post...

And I'm working more hours so I only get art done on my off days or at work.
I...have alot of sketches....I never colored in my book because I haven't had the time to color them...
I'll try to finish them up and post more on DA...I want to get my views up a bit.

I'll try alot harder. :3

PROMISE~

Hiii guys~

We just got power back on in my neighborhood. But I think it'll be for a while since they still have to get the trees off the power lines and come people's homes...

=______=

Got alot of drawing done and I'm going to finish coloring them over the next few days.....
Just letting you know because there will be alot of uploads.

I hope every was safe and sound during the storm and that you have power. :3